end of 2010.

what's your conclusion for year of 2010?

before you step on year of 2010,

what do you expect yourself to do something?

in year of 2010?

Answer?

I bet.

most didn't do a ' To Do List' for self as reminder.

most just said that 'Step by step' AKA '见步行步'

i would remind you that don't ever take this S.B.S.

No GOOD at all. Cause time goes without waiting.

neither me,

'S.B.S.' turn As my quo in year of 2010.

but~ for some purpose,

i've succeed to finish some of my 'To Do List'.

haha =="

so, remember.

ACTION is equal to REACTION.

Don't be lazy & Be hardworking.

Every first step will lead you to Success.

Unless you say 'NO'.

O.S.

tada~

out station again. =)

it's been a while...

Almost 2 month~

sigh~ very dusty here's
it's time to tidy it~

well...

I'm Still alive here~.LOL~

recently i'm habit to be SLUT~

cause i've been quiet for couple month's.

and I've more confident,

to do what i want to do,

and what i want to say.

Many things had happen on me and other's recently.

i learn this sentence.'So, Just be it'.

Learn to habit it, don't stop on the scene.

cause it's wasting time.

and think wisely before you wanna do,

or wanna ask something.

(It's just a bunch of 'CRAB')

I'm in a New environment of working area now~

nice and some more with high benefit.

meet a bunch of new friend's here.

although still have some are feel strange with them.

but for sure is I like my current position,

that i want to be for so long... =)
'Technical Support Officer'.

sound like i'm a 'Professional' now.

nah~ I'm a learner~ like always~

so. all this is my current status.

and keep going~

Eminem!

he attracted.
i may take this step.

SHAVED MY HEAD.

=)

move to kawaii mode.

Kawaii?LMAO~

sigh~~

bo choice~ because of working... so i decided.

1#

2#

BIG different rite?

sigh~

May upload those pictures~

coming soon~

=X

Poke my backside?

=="

announce 1st... don't think oblique...

nah~

just now simply press the horoscope~

and saw some~

negative thingy..

in a bunch of my friends some of them poke my behind...

sigh....

peribahasa LOL~

'depan kawan,belakang lawan'

==
hate~

snift... ="X

Swear.

I swear to myself.

I never lose to anyone.

even though if there is no support.

i still carry on till the end.

chase for future.

Month of June

well... i think it's the time for me to write back the previous Stories that happen on me.

June.

i'm feel hated to this company.
why? cause i'm may known as the HEAD of the shop.
many difficult things need to solve, get scold by Customer without reason.

and so on. ==" then i decided to resign there. =)

but before i give the resign letter to the THE BOSS.

i went to my future working place to interview.

Waoh~i bet this is the right place where i have been looking for.

they got management, department, rules and regulation.

i'm tension during the interview, because they require me to speak in english.

but sadly i failed to speak out loud and change it to cantonese.

after that i thought everything will be fine and just step out

waiting for work on the next day.

The one who interview me say, wait for the second interview.

i'm totally down. cause i'm defeated by english in speaking. ==

after a few days i receive a call from them.

feel happy. =) then went back to there for second interview.

hahaXD. i have PASSED. but the position i doesn't like. ==

cause.. being a sales executive again...

sigh... never mind. i may require to change position. =)

afterward i pass my resign letter to The BOSS.

leave without announce. =)

haha. congratulations to me.

that's the end of JUNE.

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i'm back~

hey everyone... ==
lol.. sound like i got many fans~
nah~ i'm back to here~
many thing happen recently...
but i will write previous thing later.
i'm back to here is because...
i'm having crash with a car accident...

the car hit me... and i fall down...

and now my right leg retard~ like a OKU..==
motor bike went to hospital..

sigh...

that's all..
update the previous thingy later... ==

Gain a lesson.

If you want a thingy , you will plan to get it.

Just like you like a girl and you want the girl to be with you.

so you will Chase on that girl.

Don't always complain. Complain doesn't exist for what you want.

take action better.

i'm dead.

it's been a while that i didn't blog.

sigh..busy everyday...

i'm headache... pressure... stress...

i want to leave... i hate this kind of feeling...

it sucks...now...i'm ill....

wordless from my mouth...

feels like i have changed.

become serious,easily mad, ignore to meet others people..

what's wrong with me?

previous me is like this.

#1

but now....

#2

like a dead man...

i'm tired.

can i leavE?

if this job wasn't that good.

why don't you go try otherS?

Kenedy say.

RAWX...

Take Action is better than talking/complaining.



凸=="凸

i'm frustrated.

From what i have done from the beginning till now.
i stop my path and look back.
everything's goes black and white.
=(

Present = Future

i written this sentence to myself.
'you aren't look for future, you are blinded by present.'
It's to remind myself don't waste a minutes while you doing something...


Until today... one of my friend asking me...
What's your next plan? Working or Studying?
i just explain to him... Everything....
Everyone also want to study... but... before we study there's a problem...
but i guess not everyone really know the problem...
Back to my story....
'My plan ar?
For present is looking for money lo...
Future confirm is Study la...
But House ECO depends on DAD's Land renting...
Sometime land renting also unable cover house Daily use...
Elder Brother's & two Younger Brother's study now...
Only Me & Elder Sister working... Supporting house...
well.. Just carry on..... step by step.... that's all i can do for now...'
After Listen my reply... he Comfort me... say...
"Don't let your guard down... the chances will come to you. "



#1
most people laugh at my picture....
because it's look like girls...
My respond to them is...
=="
i'm serious thinking about my future...














#2
This comment the most...
i also shocked after i snap it..















all right... that's all for today...




You can do it Kent.
Mr. Kenedy said.

Work for?

keep on repeat and repeat.
working till today...
i just know that i working for money.
from the year of my birth till now.
Even though you are in study or not studying...
all matter is talk about money.
in the period of birth, children, teenage, adult, granny and death...
the things that use to do exchange is... MONEY.
nah~ quit it... stop anoying...
conclusion is..
no money = no life. =x
end.





don't work until forget to sleep.
Kenedy say.

Short Note.

23th Feb
went to work like usual. sense that my status not well.
after arrived home eat dinner play com and sleep.

24th Feb
unable to go work but Supervisor calling asking my status can hang on or not.
but i said i can. my mum send me to clinic before i went to work.
arrived clinic~ checked conclusion just like in my mind said.. FEVER,COUGH,FLU..
then head to work. Supervisor not in because he's out to take stock so i keep wait him till
he's back and i leave. i leave shop at 2pm which is my coworker send me home. and sleep whole nite. but unsuccessful..i unable sleep for whole night. body damn freaking HOT! trundle in my bed whole nite.

25th Feb
my status remain same.i in idle. serve customer without a confidence.
hopefully i can reach my hour and back home. then Sleep again...

26th Feb
my BIG day cause is my off day. Yeah! . Fever is gone. but Cough,Flu and Headache still in.
sigh... i want back to normal.! that's what i wish for NOW.
















Remember drink more water...
Kenedy said to Kent.

1st time.

Off till 初三 then 初四开工...
==" time really goes without waiting..
i should make a time table... i think...
sigh... work like usual...
then till that night..
19th Febuary...
=="
my Gang plannig to go pub~
i just diam diam only...
just carry on~
the place we plan to go is RJ~
but... when we arrived that place..
what the? no light?
lol... we going to ask the guard...
and the guard say....
'sudah tutup lama lo~ hampir 2 bulan..'
our emo... O_O""老掉~
nvm~place to voodoo~
sigh... kinda blur... at there...
so many peoples...
and then we...
open 3 buckets...
==" Our BIG BRO~ Naked and dance..









ish~ i wont't recognize him as my friend on that moment..
really.... aikz... *sob...a bit regret..
i almost drink 1 and ½ bucket..
lol... but conclusion is... i'm drunked..
kinda blur when i'm on poor condition...
cannot tahan~ then call friend send me back home..
when arrived home.. Hui~ vomit directly... on road side..
==" i were think i can walk straight or not..
but.. i goes to this \ =="
and then.... my turns... vomit..
==" after change cloth... slept on floor..
till the next day..
holly SHIT~ headache... plus skin appear reddy...
but no choices.. i have to go work..
sigh...


but... might happy hanging out for the first time. =)


hahaXD...

Don't takes alcohol it's harmful to you...
Kenedy say.

you betray us.

we won't know that everything happen in present or past...
but never mind... we forgive on what you did to us...
come back to us we can have fun like last time...


Kent don't act impulse.
Kenedy say.

Happy Birthday kent. =)

wishing myself...
all the best...
night continue~


say goodbye to 18...
welcome to 19...

Kenedy say...
=)

Excuse?

Blank in my mind.
so i decide post so pictures here..
comment it...

#1














#2














#3














#4














sigh...
act & act...
snap & snap...
just comment on it...



~Kent was here at 2.30am~

Quit or Stay?

listening cat and mouse...
by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus


Working like usual but today....
'Hey remember back home... i got something wanna discuss with you...'
say by my dad... i wondering why suddenly dad phone me when i working... sigh...
my heart start ache... ache deeply... 'why so pain?' i asking myself...
my mind start worrying on... on my family... 19 days carry on...

there goes 9pm... i'm done today... ride my motorcycle... slowly....
my mind keep repeating on the sentences that my dad say...
i really scared... *nearly crash... a car pass through me when i were scared...
sigh... 'i'm home...' say to the family... keep my mind refreshing... eat dinner & take bath...

dad's call me..
'come... let's have some talk....'
from that moment... i know there is a big decision to me decide...
so... i just open my ear's listen clearly from what my dad say...
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'i know you [reader] really interested on what dialog my dad said....
but really sorry to you all... i won't write in my blog but you can ask...
in real life... i will tell the whole bunch story to you.... take some time...
go Kopitiam take sit and take.... or you date with me... if you doesn't mind...'


son... now is depends on you....
either you want quit or stay...
my mind crying.... *sob....
i leave without saying a words...
went to my room...
and shut the door...


i'm done now...
the backpack.... going to endline...
once it cross the line... i'm dead...
what i means....
keep increasing the weight..
day by day... NO! or should i say...
second by second...







Kent's here 12.18am....
18 days to go...


Kent, you must survive...
if you die... who's going to take cares..
your family?
MR.Kenedy said...

The stuff too Heavy!

listening Haru Haru by BigBang*

I'm in a very Stress mode....
the feelings of my mind is like a hard metal thrusting on it....
so pain...I too young to handle it..
sigh..no choice..this is my destiny...
watching days keep on going without waiting...
nervous when i think the way to earn and save...
keep on counting and counting...
those pictures is just take around 11pm~12am...
comment on it..

sob*

#1

I don't want to be like this.
...
..
.











#2



Look closer...
you may know what mood is he in...







i didn't expected that i will become like this...
From what i become now..
i couldn't dare to think about what would happen to me next..
what else i can do?
sigh..
sob*


~Kent was here at 1.56am~

Look forward.

11th January 2010
Finally the fair is end..
i end up my work at 2.00am~
Damn freezing when speed is on 110KM/hr...
somemore Police Block...
haiz.. 2.10am... just park a side...
and show IC and Driving license..
and continue my way back home...
arrived home at 2.25am...
After done take bath...
Surf net for a few minutes..
and Sleep till 8am..
When wake Up...surf net again...
till 10 sumthing..and sleep again..
Wake up at 1.30pm..Owh shit..
I have a meet at 2.00pm with Sarah and my gangs..
rushing to there.. having my break and lunch at same time..
then chat and dismiss..
kinda bored and worries with my life...
sigh... but no choice... i have to continue my life..
Cause... My Family ECO is depends on me...
I have to work... The Weight of my backpack keep increasing...
Damn heavy... sigh... Mark UPED...
from now on... i MUST saving my money...
and use my head to earn MONEY for my family if..
there is any things happen or urgent about money..
i Believe my spirit... can handle every tough things..
so..

Kent..
work hard..
you can do it...

~kent was here at 1.30am~

I would cry out... If there is no one...

Well...
fair started and second day ended...
last day is coming...
so... Carry on... dont did the failure..

today quite less customer buy laptops..
and... unit i have from morning till 6pm..
is 0..damn moody... summore... some ones say me...
笨7... on that moment.. my mind started crying..
just like a heart attack... stunned...
i will cry out loud..if... there is no ones around... sigh..
luckily.. today my friend come visit me...
console me.. and supporting me..=)
although she wasn't with me for long moment..
but... i satisfy... she's accompany eating lunch..
my mind smile again..and..
below is the picture~
we captured together..
hees =)

#1

Kent & Sarah

Kent go for it.
Last day now..
Hit The target!



~Kent was here at 2.45am~

#.#

#.# do this emotion looks familiar?
if you don't know what it means...
i can explain to you...
remember your childhood?
when the weekends is around most of us sure will stay in house..
cause... IT's time to watch cartoon..
sigh.. this emo shows when the character of the cartoon headache...

Well...
now is my turns to HEadache..
sigh... in this week... OUR's oFF days rejected..
cause is fair week~ and we...preparing for the stocks~
and carry to the exhibition place...
work start early...back home... LATE...
sigh... all the muscle pain~Damn tired...

tomorrow..
more worst... the senior say...
remember buy some bread and take few bottles of water...
you have no time to go out buy food~
the only thing that in your mind is rushing for the fair..
walao...work without rest..sigh... now fair haven't start...
already become half dead people..
when the fair end..
sure become dead man..
what else i can saY?
obey only la..
listen and silent no argue...
settle the things ASAP......

Waiting for off days!


Mr.Kenedysay..
try your best...
Kent..

bye²'09

Although today is the first day of 2010...
but... i still missing the days in 2009...
the days with Friends.... Gangs...
sigh..never mind..just carry on..
well..last Night...31th December 2009...
we gather at..Chun's house...
'Cinderella boy has improved to BIG BOY'
chatting like usual...and..count down..
weird acting... and shouting..
HAPPY NEW YEAR>>>
when there's a passenger pass through..
we'll shout out loud...
it's fun when someone respond to us..
damn laughing..there goes...2010..
Improve all my habit..
keep fit..lol..
=)




Mr.Kenedy say.
"kent carry on , you can make it."