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"A person will change cause of the environment."
since my bro leaving KL yesterday morning...
now the house almost be more quiet...
i become mute...
or should say...?
alone?
nah~
my parents, elder sister, and two younger brothers...
still stay along with me...
so no worries...
but...
i sense my families...
is worry about him...
cause he is the first member in families...
out state to study...
although they look like nature...
but in their mind is in worry...
included me..
Nah...
Anyway..
i hope he can..
changes the attitude last time he's in...
so...
good luck..~

Bye丰信.

One of them backed...
Sob*
We asking him why back early?
only a few days stay here...
beh Song la..
He reply..
i buy wrong ticket..with an EMO face...
Sweat* =="
nah~
it's okay de la..
don't put it on mind...
Cheer up bro~
Next time lo~
at least now we all also meet together ma...
hahaXD...
GOOD LUCK TO YOU~
^^

Reunion~

All my buddies reunion together~
damn happy~
although there are some fellows haven't back..
but..
it's GREAT when meet them back~
tomorrow~
ENJOY~
^^

Beh SONG²... biar saje lo~

bull shit la..
TALK~
to the head..
=='
say is our mistake..
=='
haiz..
don't want confuse la..
RM997.25~
Pay it & case close!
those negative words..
your mother father family..
everything appear..
=="
My destiny is like that..
so just follow it...
cause..
that's my luck~

...
...
...
...

No mood arGH~
can someone accompany me...

TALK OR?

IT has spread to my families ears...
my whole family member's...
SCOLD me..
why didn't tell them about it...
My dad say...
Employees shouldn't pay for the loss of company...
the loss of company should pay by the company...
My Bro say...
don't be stupid la...
you and the others shouldn't pay for it...
why you all didn't talk or discuss with the boss?
and some more the procedure also didn't take steps...
no make POLICE REPORT?
What The F**K...
my Sis say..
Should follow the law....
your company laws SUCKS~
....
...
..
.

My Brain never rest...
even though i sleeping, plating games...
or doing some stuff...
I think a lot of ?????
what i means is Question...

I don't want be a fool...
I want to TALK....

Nothing to say....

Mailing to me...
The Director...
with...
His own hand writing....

'In results of two notebook stolen due to human error.
Both note book unlock.
We would like below person to compensate for the losses.
Total, RM1350 + RM2639 = RM3989.
RM3989 divided by 4 person. (XXX, YYY, ZZZZZZZZ and Liew[me]).
Per person RM997.25
We will take off from your commission and bonus up to this figure.
But your basic and allowance untouch.
There will be no warning letter issue but I hope the same thing should not happen again.'

!@#$%^&*(

MEANS?
SIGH....

nothing to say.....

How to face the Next day?

Just Back from MAMAK...
i am....
Nervous and moody....
sigh...
my mind thinking about IT...
RM1,000....
How to cover...?
IT make me changes a lot...
My Taste on food....
mind thinking...
Emotion...
Mood...
sigh....

Although...
IT is very BIG PROBLEM...
to me...
But i will try to Fix the problem..
Positive thinking...

and thanks to you all...
who always care about me....
support me...
and those who read my Blog here...

....
...
..
.

SIGH*

I'm dying.....

i though everything will be fine...
but yesterday SUPERVISOR....
in SERIOUS...
and tell us...
'just now director meet me... and ask about the NOTEBOOK & NETBOOK...
He say...all of us should pay for it... no kidding...'
my Emotion Stunned...
Hey...
RM4,000...
divide to 4 person means...
Each person pay RM1,000...
What the F**K? i say... die lo..
how to pay wo?
Vomit to You (Director) mie...
cut salaries?
@@?
recent...
mood will damn down...!

Sigh... ==

Headache+moodless+tired+sleepy.........
time to sleep..

Can smile again....^^

Before i go to meeting...
i worry...
why will happen to me...
i stop thinking about it..
cause i may late to the meeting...
the time on my phone already 9.56am...
i ride my motorcycle to there~
with the high speed 70km/hr
cross red light 3 times..
and finally arrived..
the shop wasn't open..
so i wait them...
after 5 minutes they arrived...
so we enter the shop...
and start gossip about what is happening..
last night..
Directors and Supervisor arrived..
and call all of us..
go to upstairs meeting...
before start meeting...
both directors are watching the CCTV...
my palm..
feel so cold..
so wets...
i really hate this feeling..
after watch the CCTV..
they finally start the Meeting..
and i started worry..
worry about the netbook and notebook...
around one and a half hours...
the meeting ends..
in my mind...
i was wondering..
how about the netbook and notebook?
Both Director didn't ask about it...
i just follow the others go downstairs..
gossip again...
and one staff say 'we're lucky, cause the Directors didn't scold us... so all of you no need to worry on it... everything will be fine...'
and the smile appear...
on everyones face..
^^
then i hurry rush back home...
cause i haven't eat and drink...
anythings in my stomach~
hees:)
i thought we all will get punish from them..
but now..
everything be fine~
and my hair...
Cutted too~
hahaXD..
display it here~
which look suitable to me?
on this two picture

this one? or that one?

What will happen to me next? -09/09/09-

I thought today was a great day for me..
cause..
the next day is the first day that i off at my workshop..
hahaXD..
but...
it wasn't...
before close shop...
i was keep all the laptops...
unlock the lock..
one by one...
then...
one place of it...
empty...
and...
i wondering...
where's the laptop go?
could it take by someone?
so i ask them...
'why the laptop at here missing?'
i thought they are just kidding on me..
say that..
'haha... the laptop stolen lo'
on that moment..
my mind....
feel so cold..
i whole body start shake...
and..
turns cold from toes to the top...
then both of them look at me...
and i look at them in serious way..
they started worry and tell me...
quick close the shop..
fast..
we need to check...
the CCTV...
afterward..
all of us...
gather in the CCTV room..
and start check..
replay and replay....
finally...
saw it...
it's was stolen..
netbook and notebook...
RM1,350+RM2,639=
RM3,989!!!
i thought...
everything will be fine..
but what i saw is true....
stolen by three INDIANS...
the older one is around the age 18-26
the second older is secondary school student..
the younger's one..
you won't believe it..
around the age 5-10....
what i suppose to do?
now?
and some more..
tomorrow will be a meeting at 10 o'clock...
meet with the Directors...
now....
in my mind..
asking myself..
many question..
what will happen to me tomorrow?
....
...
..
.

HOW?

Now generation People's...

Walao eH~
nervous~ heart beat increase..
madness~ face turns red!
nah..
chill out...~
don't have red ma..
haiz...
how to say...
er..
everyone may did wrong sometimes...
if you are clever...
you will straight say forgive me~
i'm wrong...
i know it's hard to do it...
cause of face problem...
you can't say it out...
always giving excuse..
say rubbish things..
that out of the topic...
why don't just directly say sorry?
and everything will be fine...
haiz..
nowdays people why turn to this?

Release the words of my mind in a silent nite....

i was muted....
and..

my mind's have a lot of words to say...
and feel like want to shout out...
cause the weight of my mind..
are increasing day by day...
my mind turns heavy and heavy....
the feeling just like hit by a big hard stone...
and the pain never gone~
that i decided to release it...
at 'HERE'....
Phew...
although is only a few words that released in my mind..
but i am comfortable....