Arguement...

To understanding a person...
is not that kinda easy you think about...
cause we have 2 side....
Positive And Negative....
just like one of my buddy...
or can name him as 'fire maker'...
lol...

i am kinda hopeless to him..
cause he wasn't changed at all..
the attitude that he still on it..
really... Suck... that's what i can say..
*complaint,Blame,argument,undropped face,hate to lose?
this is 'HIS' negative way...

just a little tiny thingy...happen...
He will show until the whole world know's about it..
lol.. BIG TALK... just now..
after a LOSE GAME....
WE'RE in a CONVERSATION....
WE aren't scolding in there...
WE just chat like normal..
then... His EMO TURNS...
while one of them say me...
and he be the next too....
sigh...

i do remember....
the scene that happen between him and one of my friends...
they were in argue... i'm just watching them argue..
cause i'm not involve.. although i am just watching?
but i can see more clear than them... between them...
one is.... mouth unstoppable and the other is... indian neck...
then... finally... they never talk to each others... it's takes...
kinda long time... to recover... if i wasn't wrong...
they take 3 to 6 months.... then they only start talk..
from that scene... i know... he's not the best in my buddy....
so i decided... don't talk more with him.


-Kent was here at 3.24am-

Fuzzy wuzzy....

0.03am already...haven't sleep yet...
everyday like usual go work then back house at 4pm...
and so on..after brought the hamster feeds...
i go lay on sofa... Rest.... afterward...take bath..
and then eat dinner... and online...
sigh...chatting, facebook-ing, check mail...
Play games...then Blog...
0.08am....
start ma blog..

"i so miss all my friends.....those who still study in sch...
College Student....and some of them who still haven't...
start school... which mean working now...
just like what i did....now... today...
i chat a lot with my dearest friends....
Boy....Girl....but mostly is Girl la..LOLXD....
hmmm....time goes without waiting...
but...my height and face...remain the same...
sigh...when i will grown up?
well...maybe my height is limited...
so...let it be...*kiddo... a girl asking me...
you got girlfriends already? i say...
i don't have...still single...nah...knock it off...
now is not the time to chase girls....
now is earn Money~
Money is the first...
second is family...
third is friends...
forth is girls..."

"talk about yesterday....
i window shopping with two friends and my elder sister....
we are happy at there...hanging around...
but weirdo eyes keep staring on us....
my sister and i...nah~ actually...
it's common to me...haha...
then we meet friends...
they eyes were BIG while they saw us...
and say you two really look likes couple...
i wondering...are we? lol...hahaXD...
after that...go to IMAX surf net...and there goes...
the topic haven't end...some friends meet me there...
but didn't find me.. they didn't know that the girl's with me...
is my sister...then...bla³~
after that we back separate and go Jusco to meet my Father~
how dare..i forget my youngest bro birthday?
Sigh...arrived there... and go shopping la~before back...
we... brother's&sister take photo together~
and my Father be camera man...
well....
that's the end of that day...
~the happy monent~"

"End of 22th October...."


-Kent was here at 0.55am-

hees^^

hahaXD..
finally Blogged today..
nah~ at parade now...
now at my ex-company...
IMAX surf net..
some friends here and my sister too...
four of us hang-ing at parade...
from 2pm till now~5.50pm~
feel bored... cause...
now sit in front computer..
=="
anyway...
today...
HapY..
hees..^^
midnight continue~
lolXD...

you available?

These late night...i try to go blog...at here..but...
i stuck...no ideas...speechless...
but today...finally blogged~
but... mood goes negative...
kinda rush+mad+anger+sob+down...
like usual arrive home...
take bath eat and online~
play a match game just now and lose the game...
maybe cause of air-corn cannot turn on...
make my mood goes -...
lolZzzz.... not funny at all...
then my dad argue with me about it...
Zzzz...i diam² only...i try to check what's going on with it...
but...it couldn't works.... i switch it on... after a few second...
it's turn off itself... i tell my dad... about it...then...
'you settle yourself la! better prepare some money...'
in shout way....Zzzz...gosh...money again...
MOOD straight goes badly...
sigh....i silent...and tune a song to listen...
'perfect' by simple plan....
sob*...
TT"
....
..i am tired..
..everyday..
..act&act&act..
..this character..
..i sick of him..
..can i stop act..
..light from the sky..
..shine above me..

'are you listening?'
'do you heard?'
'what my mind saying?'
'maybe you are the only one...'
'who know what's the feeling...'
'i on...'
tears of mine.....
leaked...

-Kent was here at 1.03am-

Pretend By Secondhand Serenade

It seems all of these words
Couldn't be further from the truth
How did I get here?
What did I do?

Your eyes, telling me lies
Making me find myself
While you have your agenda
A life to pursue

So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

I'm blind to all of your colors
It used to be rainbow then
My eyes, where did they go to?
Why disappear?

It's hard to be all alone
I never got through your disguise
I guess I'll just go
And face all my fear

So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

Put down your world
Just for one night
Pick me again

So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

learned smile,but forget how to cry.

maybe she's right...
'why don't you just take off that mask?'
telling me...face everything like normal...

don't know since when...
i think is the first time i narcissi..
take picture by myself...
that time i doesn't know how to smile..
cause like so retard...
after take a picture and see it....

So i keep learn to smile..
till make the girl's...
attracted on me...
lol... kidding only la..
slowly and slowly...
it turns become hobby of mine....
hahaXD...

Was this hobby good to me?
Or bad? you know...
Now... i just know...i forget how to cry...
every time when wanna cry out..
it's doesn't got Sound....
only the tears leaked....drops...sigh..
It sound's like making myself suffering..

Before she tell me that...
there was a fellow...
tell like she did..
'face the world without wear a mask'...
i was wondering what's he means....

now i finally know..
what's going on with me...
can anyone who read my blog...
give some suggestion?
or comment?



-Kent was here at 1.06am-

EMO....Pictures?

Releasing the feeling's in my mind through these....
two pic?

.....
till this scene....
i know...
you're leaving...
"come take my hand...

hold it tight...
don't let go...

*Her breathe stopped....
and hands turns cold....*

i know...
she's leaved...
but...
i stay...
beside her...
as promise...
i will never let you be alone...
sigh...
....
...
..
.

'Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price..
You said, you said that you would die for me...'

Cat and Mouse by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Sigh*

like usual go to work at 10.30am and end at 9.00pm...
today learn build a CPU... the procedure kinda hard...
and try my best to build it... haha... finally it work's...

before back i take a picture.....
it's shown as above...
time taken is 8.45.45pm...
Moon...

back to house also like usual...
on the computer and go eat dinner..
after finish dinner directly go take bath...

then... play one match of game...
with Keong... result is... lose..
TT"*aiks...

after that find some friends chatting~
invite WuYing join with me and panda chat...
but seems everyone also busy...
==" sad... my Mood directly goes moody...
and started to look for some video's watch...

this two video...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7eLQRYldFos
really touch and bring a lot of meaning...
and the song... really match~ i listen and watch the picture....
really sad... my mood... and tears come along too...
*sob....
and the next one..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvjZ6VkLuCM&feature=related
mind turns worst than that...
and cry without sound...
tears drop and drop....

then...
panda pm me and i post the two video to her...
when she finished and ask why sad?
i just try to pretend nothing....
tell her no need to worry about me..
'i will be fine later ^^' that's what i write...

and now...
listening to this song...
Cat and Mouse by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
alone...
'Am i supposed to be happy?
with all i ever wanted...
it comes with a price...'

-Kent was here at 1.40a.m.-

what for i act strong?
i tired of act...
stop please....

Mid Autumn festival...

Today work till 6.30pm..
cause mid autumn festival..
hahaXD...my families got celebrate~
nah...just celebrate it normal la..
eat steambot...

when arrived home...
first thing must do one is turn on the PC~
and then sit in front of it.. play GAME..aiks..
bored la.. when play till the mid game..
one fellow from the opposite team play hack..
what the..Zzzz...
directly go to click 'quit game'...
then walk out from my room..
eat FOOD~hahaXD...

i finally ate some small abalone...
although is from cans la....
but the taste is so nice and delicious~
hees:)

meanwhile..friends calling~
ask me whether got go out or not~
then i call them gather in my house..
wakaka... when all arrived..~
i call them join with me eat together~
well...the clock on the wall is point to 11.30pm..
one of them must back home before 12.00am..
'Cinderella boy' is the name that we call him...
lolXD.. then we hang to Mc Donald~EAT again~

^^well...i away early this time..
cause..sleepy...wakaka...
actually is back home online la..
wakaka..then...2 friends chat with me...
talk about L.O.V.E. method..
=="
actually i kinda blur on L.O.V.E....
cause i Breaked in my first love...
hahaXD..
mean experience not enough lo..
but i just listen and solve their PROB..
^^

well..
i should end up at here..
so good nite..

kent was here at 2.42am.

I meet Panda Girl and... turns to PANDA argH~

huh? he's back?
my Brother back to ipoh~ hahaXD..
Mum's seems happy when he back...
for me?hahaXD..
common respond lo~
nothing happen.. lol..
sky is dark, like wanna rain, and feel so cold...
i wear a jacket and go~Find Her..lol...
why find heR?
nah~
too free nothing do..
lol.. she's say she change a lot..
but for sure i really don't know she got change or not..
so decide to find her.
i parked my motorcycle...
and head to the Taufu's gerai?
nah~ sell soya beans, Taufu fa de...
the time is 7.15pm~ seems she haven't arrive to there...
so i decide eat Taufu Fa..
hahaXD..
so soft~ and warm warm de..
nice~love it~ and i call her..
‘哈咯~我到了哦...’
she say 'i cornering.... i mean parking now...'
haha... then i finish the IT and go look for her...
i saw she's walking... and then..
pass through... when i turns back..
i think she was shocked.. cause i appear..
hahaXD..nah~
'We change ler la... you and me.... Growing la....'
hahaXD...
after that... i walk to my motorcycle and back home...
well...
these days always gaming with my fellow friends~
9.00pm-3.00am...
[DOTA][DOTA][DOTA]
so much fun play with them~
tonight different a bit...
we lose a game....
and we having crash in Messenger...
aiks.. like little kid..
fight and fight...
when we will grow?
nah~
just for a while only la..
and not long moment...
if do..
we may DULAN each other..
well..
after the scene above...
we having the next game~
this game we win~
hahaXD...
in the mid of the game..
Brother [name is zheng hui]...
kill a lot..
and i ask opposite 'Who is he?'
He's Brother~!
lol.
LC them~
hahaXD...

TT"
sad...
my dark circle..
grow darker..
PandA~

i end here's~

-Kent was here at 2.55am...-