=\

sigh...these days damn tired.... sleep for 7½hr....
when wake up... directly go to work...
repeat and repeat... kinda bored...

today back to home at 4pm...
then online till 6pm... and take nap for 2 hours plus...
the time that showing on my phone is 8.25pm...
wo... nap for 2 hours plus..
why whole body still damn tired and the muscle pain?
what's going with me recently?
sigh...

my friends arrived to my house..
and asking me go to have a drink..
nah... not beer or alcohol... is just a tea..
we having our supper at the Mamak which nearby my house...
after the supper we back to my home and one of my friends take his laptop..
not showing off but..is playing game~
xD

From starting game till end~
we win the most..
so enjoyable in these strategy game..
talking about teamwork~ timing~ and blur³~

and the recent of me has changed~
LOL changed? nah..
just the hair style only... body shape remain the same..
below is the hair style the i haven went to Haircut...

#1



















this hair style i like it most..
i really miss it~after gone for the cut..
ish~damn short..
and weird looking of me..aikz..
i won't show the hair after cut...
cause it's too weird..if you are interested..
come find me..
lol..


sigh...recently..lot of pressure..
complaining... argument... from customer...
Sick of it..
TT







~Kent was here at 4.10am~

Fate to receive?

I was wondering what's going on to me...
cause most negative things always happen on me when i am working...
when going to entering December....

#1
Transferring to the other outlet works...
#2
Accident Happen on me
#3
Scold by Upstair [Boss]
#4
Argument between Boss
#5
Unable to Settle those easy stuff...
#6
Received Warning letter. [this one i really not sure it is a warning letter or not]
[cause the body is pointing on me]
#7
My off day skipped...

LOL...
List it out..
actually it's useful?
or should i say...
am i point them back?

sigh...
till now my mind keep on thinking on the thingy...
thinking and thinking....
what i am suppose to do next...?
Be silent? Blaming self? Act like a stubborn?
OR QUIT?
huh? i say QUIT?
if i do... i will say... i will die directly...
There were packed of heavy stuff... in my backside...
i shouldn't say QUIT~

i think...
i just be silent... obey to their arrangement... don't ever talk more to them...
and... having an unhappy mood in my mind...
this is the way i blame myself...




~Kent was here 2.22am~
[with an unhappy mood =( ]

=X

woke up early today..
cause transfer to MAIN branch work..
==' Aikz..
from yesterday 3rd till 8th of December...
6 days at there..
sigh...really miss my own branch there~
today quite excited...
cause meet with KimLing at MAIN BRANCH~
hahaXD... take my transport and go...
sigh... when i on my way to work..
accident happen on me..
==" aikz..
you can see below..~
this picture take at THE STORE there...

#1











#2














how could it possible?
the car hit my left and...
my right hand mirror breaked?
lol...



#3












My Left leg... lol...
what you see is just only a slash...
Outer~
but for me is really damn pain..
in Inner~

sigh...
aikz...
what's wrong with me recently?


4 days to go...
Kent..
Carry on~

End of today

~Kent was here at 2.04am~

Weirdo? 0.0???

recently really tired...
and almost forget to narcicis~
so..i upload 2 pictures at here..
comment on it... xD


#1 hees =3






#2 *0*

that's all~
end of today..



~Kent was here 2.50am~

Mr.Kenedy tell Kent...

#23th
last night i damn tired...
after take dinner... watch television a while...
and slept...
till the next day..
#24th
so working like usual...
when arrived home..
eat dinner and take bath....
going out with friends...
chatting and head to Coffee net..
Wins again..XD... so happy...
then send a friend back home...
Stomach started hungry...
looking for something to eat...
GO Mamak~ eat drink chat...
then back home..
chatting with friends...
Facebooking... good nite...

suddenly...a flash appear in my mind...
memorize some meaningful sentence...
which is someone talk to me before...

' Mr.Kenedy say "Kent....face the truth...it's good to you...
don't use picture to cover yourself....it's meaningless....'

why this sentence appear suddenly?
is it telling me something would happen or...
Six sense thingy?

haha....
maybe i should stop narcicis for a moment...
or maybe something worst would come to me...
or what?
lol...

Kent...
better careful...

~Kent was here at 4am~

My luck going down...?

Recently mood wasn't nice..
cause my lips... sensitive arGH~
aiks... keep pain.. really pathetic....
and some more...

today working...
my nose hitted a glass...
while i help customer checking something...
OucH~ damn pain... TT O TT
my tears wanna ran out~
but i stop myself from let the tears leaked...
no choice la... i'm still on working time..
aikz.. afterward... eat McDonald...
Yucks.... the cooking oil they use....
didn't change... so what i see is..
the fooD..
especially the meat of the burger..
so dull... some more the flavor of the chicken...
no taste... aikz... luckily i brought McFlurry..
If not... every food i eat.. no taste.. and i will...
Vomit it.. lol... kidding nia..
after work..back home like usual..
then..rest for a while..and out again..
chatting with cinderella boy.. and then..
head to Coffee Net... play one match..
WIN~wakakaXD..really fun..
then we Dismiss at there..
arrived home..
online again..
chatting with friends...
and now.. wanna sleep lo~
cause tomorrow still have work..
so..
that's the end of today..

~Kent was here at 3.26am~

*21th Nov 2009

it's been a while that i did not blogged~
recently many activities...
most time also spend on work...
then night for games..
and...
so on...

~21th november 2009~
~Freeze Flash Mob~
this event very fun~hahaXD...although i wasn't recorded in the video...
but i'm really happy that i am in...
meet a lots of old friends there~
they wasn't recognize me..
but in my mind..
they look unchanged~
lolxD...after that event~
receive a message from panda~
then sms her for a while...
then wait for my friend which rush to ipoh from KL~
haiz... although he missed that event but..
we're very happy to meet him back..
after that head to HKFT...
eat and meet a new friend..
Name's Bernard.. kinda straight fellow..
but he can play and know joking oso..
same² kaki~wakakaXD..
after that send them back.. and head to X² net~
win for 3 games~wakakakXD..really happy..
then head to Mc donald...eat and chat until 3am...
and then dismiss~ at there~

that's the end of that day~

o.O|||? *huh #²

#¹
I am here written to Kim...

'Kim~ hey... really sorry about today...
while my message tone alert...
i quickly take my phone out and see...
the messaged... sigh... i wanted to reply you but...
when i finish type and send back to you... but sadly...
==" ma credit expired jor... TT" aiks..
really sorry ar...'

#²
Recent of I, myself.

'BluR² + short term memo + headache + feel not well'
sigh.. weak.... am i going to ill?

#³
Time to say Goodbye...
Nitez all...





-Kent was here at 2.02am-

o.O|||? *huh

everyday like usual~
back from work...
eat dinner and Blog..


=="
Woah..
Already 2 month's i work at here..
time really go without waiting..
sigh...well...Got improvement already...
In sales...
but communicate still like shit..
=="every time..
broken english come's out..
from my Mouth...

sigh..
recently...
really tired..
=="
need sleep.....
for one week...

-Kent Still here 10.05pm-

ill.

sigh...
tired..
sleepy..
stress...
headache easily...
sigh..
feel weak these days..
=="
gonna sick soon...




-kent was here at 0.16am-

P.A.A.S.F.C.P.

I also will do the same la..
=="
P.A.A.S.F.C.P. which means..
'People always ask salesmen/saleswomen for cheap price...'
while buying things...it's normal for me... cause.. everyone...
including me... ask for cheap price... cause they want save more budget...
if they're really friendly or in special relationship... confirm will give cheap price...
unfortunately... those.. who ride Mercedes come to buy stuff or some thingy....
They More sharp than the poor customers... they will say...

'ei... i know your BOSS one ar...
remember my price is very different one...'

other than that...

'ei... you know i help you buy a lot stuff one o...
My price very different one aR....'

Zzzzzz...

Piss![pui]
=="

sometimes...
my mind will kinda mad while they ask for cut price..

ma scene that appear in my mind is..

reply to the 1st scene and 2nd scene
in cantonese way la...

'我每天都吃饭啦...
又不见我每天都大便...
就算我每天大便...
马桶的水量又不见它减少...
还有啊...我每天用电...
又不见电费跌价....'

i hope all the consumer see this...
will understand about a situation of salesmen/saleswomen...
not only YOU are survive...
We also the same as you...
=="

Arguement...

To understanding a person...
is not that kinda easy you think about...
cause we have 2 side....
Positive And Negative....
just like one of my buddy...
or can name him as 'fire maker'...
lol...

i am kinda hopeless to him..
cause he wasn't changed at all..
the attitude that he still on it..
really... Suck... that's what i can say..
*complaint,Blame,argument,undropped face,hate to lose?
this is 'HIS' negative way...

just a little tiny thingy...happen...
He will show until the whole world know's about it..
lol.. BIG TALK... just now..
after a LOSE GAME....
WE'RE in a CONVERSATION....
WE aren't scolding in there...
WE just chat like normal..
then... His EMO TURNS...
while one of them say me...
and he be the next too....
sigh...

i do remember....
the scene that happen between him and one of my friends...
they were in argue... i'm just watching them argue..
cause i'm not involve.. although i am just watching?
but i can see more clear than them... between them...
one is.... mouth unstoppable and the other is... indian neck...
then... finally... they never talk to each others... it's takes...
kinda long time... to recover... if i wasn't wrong...
they take 3 to 6 months.... then they only start talk..
from that scene... i know... he's not the best in my buddy....
so i decided... don't talk more with him.


-Kent was here at 3.24am-

Fuzzy wuzzy....

0.03am already...haven't sleep yet...
everyday like usual go work then back house at 4pm...
and so on..after brought the hamster feeds...
i go lay on sofa... Rest.... afterward...take bath..
and then eat dinner... and online...
sigh...chatting, facebook-ing, check mail...
Play games...then Blog...
0.08am....
start ma blog..

"i so miss all my friends.....those who still study in sch...
College Student....and some of them who still haven't...
start school... which mean working now...
just like what i did....now... today...
i chat a lot with my dearest friends....
Boy....Girl....but mostly is Girl la..LOLXD....
hmmm....time goes without waiting...
but...my height and face...remain the same...
sigh...when i will grown up?
well...maybe my height is limited...
so...let it be...*kiddo... a girl asking me...
you got girlfriends already? i say...
i don't have...still single...nah...knock it off...
now is not the time to chase girls....
now is earn Money~
Money is the first...
second is family...
third is friends...
forth is girls..."

"talk about yesterday....
i window shopping with two friends and my elder sister....
we are happy at there...hanging around...
but weirdo eyes keep staring on us....
my sister and i...nah~ actually...
it's common to me...haha...
then we meet friends...
they eyes were BIG while they saw us...
and say you two really look likes couple...
i wondering...are we? lol...hahaXD...
after that...go to IMAX surf net...and there goes...
the topic haven't end...some friends meet me there...
but didn't find me.. they didn't know that the girl's with me...
is my sister...then...bla³~
after that we back separate and go Jusco to meet my Father~
how dare..i forget my youngest bro birthday?
Sigh...arrived there... and go shopping la~before back...
we... brother's&sister take photo together~
and my Father be camera man...
well....
that's the end of that day...
~the happy monent~"

"End of 22th October...."


-Kent was here at 0.55am-

hees^^

hahaXD..
finally Blogged today..
nah~ at parade now...
now at my ex-company...
IMAX surf net..
some friends here and my sister too...
four of us hang-ing at parade...
from 2pm till now~5.50pm~
feel bored... cause...
now sit in front computer..
=="
anyway...
today...
HapY..
hees..^^
midnight continue~
lolXD...

you available?

These late night...i try to go blog...at here..but...
i stuck...no ideas...speechless...
but today...finally blogged~
but... mood goes negative...
kinda rush+mad+anger+sob+down...
like usual arrive home...
take bath eat and online~
play a match game just now and lose the game...
maybe cause of air-corn cannot turn on...
make my mood goes -...
lolZzzz.... not funny at all...
then my dad argue with me about it...
Zzzz...i diam² only...i try to check what's going on with it...
but...it couldn't works.... i switch it on... after a few second...
it's turn off itself... i tell my dad... about it...then...
'you settle yourself la! better prepare some money...'
in shout way....Zzzz...gosh...money again...
MOOD straight goes badly...
sigh....i silent...and tune a song to listen...
'perfect' by simple plan....
sob*...
TT"
....
..i am tired..
..everyday..
..act&act&act..
..this character..
..i sick of him..
..can i stop act..
..light from the sky..
..shine above me..

'are you listening?'
'do you heard?'
'what my mind saying?'
'maybe you are the only one...'
'who know what's the feeling...'
'i on...'
tears of mine.....
leaked...

-Kent was here at 1.03am-

Pretend By Secondhand Serenade

It seems all of these words
Couldn't be further from the truth
How did I get here?
What did I do?

Your eyes, telling me lies
Making me find myself
While you have your agenda
A life to pursue

So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

I'm blind to all of your colors
It used to be rainbow then
My eyes, where did they go to?
Why disappear?

It's hard to be all alone
I never got through your disguise
I guess I'll just go
And face all my fear

So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

Put down your world
Just for one night
Pick me again

So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

learned smile,but forget how to cry.

maybe she's right...
'why don't you just take off that mask?'
telling me...face everything like normal...

don't know since when...
i think is the first time i narcissi..
take picture by myself...
that time i doesn't know how to smile..
cause like so retard...
after take a picture and see it....

So i keep learn to smile..
till make the girl's...
attracted on me...
lol... kidding only la..
slowly and slowly...
it turns become hobby of mine....
hahaXD...

Was this hobby good to me?
Or bad? you know...
Now... i just know...i forget how to cry...
every time when wanna cry out..
it's doesn't got Sound....
only the tears leaked....drops...sigh..
It sound's like making myself suffering..

Before she tell me that...
there was a fellow...
tell like she did..
'face the world without wear a mask'...
i was wondering what's he means....

now i finally know..
what's going on with me...
can anyone who read my blog...
give some suggestion?
or comment?



-Kent was here at 1.06am-

EMO....Pictures?

Releasing the feeling's in my mind through these....
two pic?

.....
till this scene....
i know...
you're leaving...
"come take my hand...

hold it tight...
don't let go...

*Her breathe stopped....
and hands turns cold....*

i know...
she's leaved...
but...
i stay...
beside her...
as promise...
i will never let you be alone...
sigh...
....
...
..
.

'Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price..
You said, you said that you would die for me...'

Cat and Mouse by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Sigh*

like usual go to work at 10.30am and end at 9.00pm...
today learn build a CPU... the procedure kinda hard...
and try my best to build it... haha... finally it work's...

before back i take a picture.....
it's shown as above...
time taken is 8.45.45pm...
Moon...

back to house also like usual...
on the computer and go eat dinner..
after finish dinner directly go take bath...

then... play one match of game...
with Keong... result is... lose..
TT"*aiks...

after that find some friends chatting~
invite WuYing join with me and panda chat...
but seems everyone also busy...
==" sad... my Mood directly goes moody...
and started to look for some video's watch...

this two video...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7eLQRYldFos
really touch and bring a lot of meaning...
and the song... really match~ i listen and watch the picture....
really sad... my mood... and tears come along too...
*sob....
and the next one..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvjZ6VkLuCM&feature=related
mind turns worst than that...
and cry without sound...
tears drop and drop....

then...
panda pm me and i post the two video to her...
when she finished and ask why sad?
i just try to pretend nothing....
tell her no need to worry about me..
'i will be fine later ^^' that's what i write...

and now...
listening to this song...
Cat and Mouse by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
alone...
'Am i supposed to be happy?
with all i ever wanted...
it comes with a price...'

-Kent was here at 1.40a.m.-

what for i act strong?
i tired of act...
stop please....

Mid Autumn festival...

Today work till 6.30pm..
cause mid autumn festival..
hahaXD...my families got celebrate~
nah...just celebrate it normal la..
eat steambot...

when arrived home...
first thing must do one is turn on the PC~
and then sit in front of it.. play GAME..aiks..
bored la.. when play till the mid game..
one fellow from the opposite team play hack..
what the..Zzzz...
directly go to click 'quit game'...
then walk out from my room..
eat FOOD~hahaXD...

i finally ate some small abalone...
although is from cans la....
but the taste is so nice and delicious~
hees:)

meanwhile..friends calling~
ask me whether got go out or not~
then i call them gather in my house..
wakaka... when all arrived..~
i call them join with me eat together~
well...the clock on the wall is point to 11.30pm..
one of them must back home before 12.00am..
'Cinderella boy' is the name that we call him...
lolXD.. then we hang to Mc Donald~EAT again~

^^well...i away early this time..
cause..sleepy...wakaka...
actually is back home online la..
wakaka..then...2 friends chat with me...
talk about L.O.V.E. method..
=="
actually i kinda blur on L.O.V.E....
cause i Breaked in my first love...
hahaXD..
mean experience not enough lo..
but i just listen and solve their PROB..
^^

well..
i should end up at here..
so good nite..

kent was here at 2.42am.

I meet Panda Girl and... turns to PANDA argH~

huh? he's back?
my Brother back to ipoh~ hahaXD..
Mum's seems happy when he back...
for me?hahaXD..
common respond lo~
nothing happen.. lol..
sky is dark, like wanna rain, and feel so cold...
i wear a jacket and go~Find Her..lol...
why find heR?
nah~
too free nothing do..
lol.. she's say she change a lot..
but for sure i really don't know she got change or not..
so decide to find her.
i parked my motorcycle...
and head to the Taufu's gerai?
nah~ sell soya beans, Taufu fa de...
the time is 7.15pm~ seems she haven't arrive to there...
so i decide eat Taufu Fa..
hahaXD..
so soft~ and warm warm de..
nice~love it~ and i call her..
‘哈咯~我到了哦...’
she say 'i cornering.... i mean parking now...'
haha... then i finish the IT and go look for her...
i saw she's walking... and then..
pass through... when i turns back..
i think she was shocked.. cause i appear..
hahaXD..nah~
'We change ler la... you and me.... Growing la....'
hahaXD...
after that... i walk to my motorcycle and back home...
well...
these days always gaming with my fellow friends~
9.00pm-3.00am...
[DOTA][DOTA][DOTA]
so much fun play with them~
tonight different a bit...
we lose a game....
and we having crash in Messenger...
aiks.. like little kid..
fight and fight...
when we will grow?
nah~
just for a while only la..
and not long moment...
if do..
we may DULAN each other..
well..
after the scene above...
we having the next game~
this game we win~
hahaXD...
in the mid of the game..
Brother [name is zheng hui]...
kill a lot..
and i ask opposite 'Who is he?'
He's Brother~!
lol.
LC them~
hahaXD...

TT"
sad...
my dark circle..
grow darker..
PandA~

i end here's~

-Kent was here at 2.55am...-

You CAN!

#1
"A person will change cause of the environment."
since my bro leaving KL yesterday morning...
now the house almost be more quiet...
i become mute...
or should say...?
alone?
nah~
my parents, elder sister, and two younger brothers...
still stay along with me...
so no worries...
but...
i sense my families...
is worry about him...
cause he is the first member in families...
out state to study...
although they look like nature...
but in their mind is in worry...
included me..
Nah...
Anyway..
i hope he can..
changes the attitude last time he's in...
so...
good luck..~

Bye丰信.

One of them backed...
Sob*
We asking him why back early?
only a few days stay here...
beh Song la..
He reply..
i buy wrong ticket..with an EMO face...
Sweat* =="
nah~
it's okay de la..
don't put it on mind...
Cheer up bro~
Next time lo~
at least now we all also meet together ma...
hahaXD...
GOOD LUCK TO YOU~
^^

Reunion~

All my buddies reunion together~
damn happy~
although there are some fellows haven't back..
but..
it's GREAT when meet them back~
tomorrow~
ENJOY~
^^

Beh SONG²... biar saje lo~

bull shit la..
TALK~
to the head..
=='
say is our mistake..
=='
haiz..
don't want confuse la..
RM997.25~
Pay it & case close!
those negative words..
your mother father family..
everything appear..
=="
My destiny is like that..
so just follow it...
cause..
that's my luck~

...
...
...
...

No mood arGH~
can someone accompany me...

TALK OR?

IT has spread to my families ears...
my whole family member's...
SCOLD me..
why didn't tell them about it...
My dad say...
Employees shouldn't pay for the loss of company...
the loss of company should pay by the company...
My Bro say...
don't be stupid la...
you and the others shouldn't pay for it...
why you all didn't talk or discuss with the boss?
and some more the procedure also didn't take steps...
no make POLICE REPORT?
What The F**K...
my Sis say..
Should follow the law....
your company laws SUCKS~
....
...
..
.

My Brain never rest...
even though i sleeping, plating games...
or doing some stuff...
I think a lot of ?????
what i means is Question...

I don't want be a fool...
I want to TALK....

Nothing to say....

Mailing to me...
The Director...
with...
His own hand writing....

'In results of two notebook stolen due to human error.
Both note book unlock.
We would like below person to compensate for the losses.
Total, RM1350 + RM2639 = RM3989.
RM3989 divided by 4 person. (XXX, YYY, ZZZZZZZZ and Liew[me]).
Per person RM997.25
We will take off from your commission and bonus up to this figure.
But your basic and allowance untouch.
There will be no warning letter issue but I hope the same thing should not happen again.'

!@#$%^&*(

MEANS?
SIGH....

nothing to say.....

How to face the Next day?

Just Back from MAMAK...
i am....
Nervous and moody....
sigh...
my mind thinking about IT...
RM1,000....
How to cover...?
IT make me changes a lot...
My Taste on food....
mind thinking...
Emotion...
Mood...
sigh....

Although...
IT is very BIG PROBLEM...
to me...
But i will try to Fix the problem..
Positive thinking...

and thanks to you all...
who always care about me....
support me...
and those who read my Blog here...

....
...
..
.

SIGH*

I'm dying.....

i though everything will be fine...
but yesterday SUPERVISOR....
in SERIOUS...
and tell us...
'just now director meet me... and ask about the NOTEBOOK & NETBOOK...
He say...all of us should pay for it... no kidding...'
my Emotion Stunned...
Hey...
RM4,000...
divide to 4 person means...
Each person pay RM1,000...
What the F**K? i say... die lo..
how to pay wo?
Vomit to You (Director) mie...
cut salaries?
@@?
recent...
mood will damn down...!

Sigh... ==

Headache+moodless+tired+sleepy.........
time to sleep..

Can smile again....^^

Before i go to meeting...
i worry...
why will happen to me...
i stop thinking about it..
cause i may late to the meeting...
the time on my phone already 9.56am...
i ride my motorcycle to there~
with the high speed 70km/hr
cross red light 3 times..
and finally arrived..
the shop wasn't open..
so i wait them...
after 5 minutes they arrived...
so we enter the shop...
and start gossip about what is happening..
last night..
Directors and Supervisor arrived..
and call all of us..
go to upstairs meeting...
before start meeting...
both directors are watching the CCTV...
my palm..
feel so cold..
so wets...
i really hate this feeling..
after watch the CCTV..
they finally start the Meeting..
and i started worry..
worry about the netbook and notebook...
around one and a half hours...
the meeting ends..
in my mind...
i was wondering..
how about the netbook and notebook?
Both Director didn't ask about it...
i just follow the others go downstairs..
gossip again...
and one staff say 'we're lucky, cause the Directors didn't scold us... so all of you no need to worry on it... everything will be fine...'
and the smile appear...
on everyones face..
^^
then i hurry rush back home...
cause i haven't eat and drink...
anythings in my stomach~
hees:)
i thought we all will get punish from them..
but now..
everything be fine~
and my hair...
Cutted too~
hahaXD..
display it here~
which look suitable to me?
on this two picture

this one? or that one?

What will happen to me next? -09/09/09-

I thought today was a great day for me..
cause..
the next day is the first day that i off at my workshop..
hahaXD..
but...
it wasn't...
before close shop...
i was keep all the laptops...
unlock the lock..
one by one...
then...
one place of it...
empty...
and...
i wondering...
where's the laptop go?
could it take by someone?
so i ask them...
'why the laptop at here missing?'
i thought they are just kidding on me..
say that..
'haha... the laptop stolen lo'
on that moment..
my mind....
feel so cold..
i whole body start shake...
and..
turns cold from toes to the top...
then both of them look at me...
and i look at them in serious way..
they started worry and tell me...
quick close the shop..
fast..
we need to check...
the CCTV...
afterward..
all of us...
gather in the CCTV room..
and start check..
replay and replay....
finally...
saw it...
it's was stolen..
netbook and notebook...
RM1,350+RM2,639=
RM3,989!!!
i thought...
everything will be fine..
but what i saw is true....
stolen by three INDIANS...
the older one is around the age 18-26
the second older is secondary school student..
the younger's one..
you won't believe it..
around the age 5-10....
what i suppose to do?
now?
and some more..
tomorrow will be a meeting at 10 o'clock...
meet with the Directors...
now....
in my mind..
asking myself..
many question..
what will happen to me tomorrow?
....
...
..
.

HOW?

Now generation People's...

Walao eH~
nervous~ heart beat increase..
madness~ face turns red!
nah..
chill out...~
don't have red ma..
haiz...
how to say...
er..
everyone may did wrong sometimes...
if you are clever...
you will straight say forgive me~
i'm wrong...
i know it's hard to do it...
cause of face problem...
you can't say it out...
always giving excuse..
say rubbish things..
that out of the topic...
why don't just directly say sorry?
and everything will be fine...
haiz..
nowdays people why turn to this?

Release the words of my mind in a silent nite....

i was muted....
and..

my mind's have a lot of words to say...
and feel like want to shout out...
cause the weight of my mind..
are increasing day by day...
my mind turns heavy and heavy....
the feeling just like hit by a big hard stone...
and the pain never gone~
that i decided to release it...
at 'HERE'....
Phew...
although is only a few words that released in my mind..
but i am comfortable....