Quit or Stay?

listening cat and mouse...
by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus


Working like usual but today....
'Hey remember back home... i got something wanna discuss with you...'
say by my dad... i wondering why suddenly dad phone me when i working... sigh...
my heart start ache... ache deeply... 'why so pain?' i asking myself...
my mind start worrying on... on my family... 19 days carry on...

there goes 9pm... i'm done today... ride my motorcycle... slowly....
my mind keep repeating on the sentences that my dad say...
i really scared... *nearly crash... a car pass through me when i were scared...
sigh... 'i'm home...' say to the family... keep my mind refreshing... eat dinner & take bath...

dad's call me..
'come... let's have some talk....'
from that moment... i know there is a big decision to me decide...
so... i just open my ear's listen clearly from what my dad say...
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'i know you [reader] really interested on what dialog my dad said....
but really sorry to you all... i won't write in my blog but you can ask...
in real life... i will tell the whole bunch story to you.... take some time...
go Kopitiam take sit and take.... or you date with me... if you doesn't mind...'


son... now is depends on you....
either you want quit or stay...
my mind crying.... *sob....
i leave without saying a words...
went to my room...
and shut the door...


i'm done now...
the backpack.... going to endline...
once it cross the line... i'm dead...
what i means....
keep increasing the weight..
day by day... NO! or should i say...
second by second...







Kent's here 12.18am....
18 days to go...


Kent, you must survive...
if you die... who's going to take cares..
your family?
MR.Kenedy said...