Sigh*

like usual go to work at 10.30am and end at 9.00pm...
today learn build a CPU... the procedure kinda hard...
and try my best to build it... haha... finally it work's...

before back i take a picture.....
it's shown as above...
time taken is 8.45.45pm...
Moon...

back to house also like usual...
on the computer and go eat dinner..
after finish dinner directly go take bath...

then... play one match of game...
with Keong... result is... lose..
TT"*aiks...

after that find some friends chatting~
invite WuYing join with me and panda chat...
but seems everyone also busy...
==" sad... my Mood directly goes moody...
and started to look for some video's watch...

this two video...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7eLQRYldFos
really touch and bring a lot of meaning...
and the song... really match~ i listen and watch the picture....
really sad... my mood... and tears come along too...
*sob....
and the next one..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvjZ6VkLuCM&feature=related
mind turns worst than that...
and cry without sound...
tears drop and drop....

then...
panda pm me and i post the two video to her...
when she finished and ask why sad?
i just try to pretend nothing....
tell her no need to worry about me..
'i will be fine later ^^' that's what i write...

and now...
listening to this song...
Cat and Mouse by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
alone...
'Am i supposed to be happy?
with all i ever wanted...
it comes with a price...'

-Kent was here at 1.40a.m.-

what for i act strong?
i tired of act...
stop please....