Gain a lesson.

If you want a thingy , you will plan to get it.

Just like you like a girl and you want the girl to be with you.

so you will Chase on that girl.

Don't always complain. Complain doesn't exist for what you want.

take action better.

i'm dead.

it's been a while that i didn't blog.

sigh..busy everyday...

i'm headache... pressure... stress...

i want to leave... i hate this kind of feeling...

it sucks...now...i'm ill....

wordless from my mouth...

feels like i have changed.

become serious,easily mad, ignore to meet others people..

what's wrong with me?

previous me is like this.

#1

but now....

#2

like a dead man...

i'm tired.

can i leavE?

if this job wasn't that good.

why don't you go try otherS?

Kenedy say.

RAWX...

Take Action is better than talking/complaining.



凸=="凸

i'm frustrated.

From what i have done from the beginning till now.
i stop my path and look back.
everything's goes black and white.
=(

Present = Future

i written this sentence to myself.
'you aren't look for future, you are blinded by present.'
It's to remind myself don't waste a minutes while you doing something...


Until today... one of my friend asking me...
What's your next plan? Working or Studying?
i just explain to him... Everything....
Everyone also want to study... but... before we study there's a problem...
but i guess not everyone really know the problem...
Back to my story....
'My plan ar?
For present is looking for money lo...
Future confirm is Study la...
But House ECO depends on DAD's Land renting...
Sometime land renting also unable cover house Daily use...
Elder Brother's & two Younger Brother's study now...
Only Me & Elder Sister working... Supporting house...
well.. Just carry on..... step by step.... that's all i can do for now...'
After Listen my reply... he Comfort me... say...
"Don't let your guard down... the chances will come to you. "



#1
most people laugh at my picture....
because it's look like girls...
My respond to them is...
=="
i'm serious thinking about my future...














#2
This comment the most...
i also shocked after i snap it..















all right... that's all for today...




You can do it Kent.
Mr. Kenedy said.

Work for?

keep on repeat and repeat.
working till today...
i just know that i working for money.
from the year of my birth till now.
Even though you are in study or not studying...
all matter is talk about money.
in the period of birth, children, teenage, adult, granny and death...
the things that use to do exchange is... MONEY.
nah~ quit it... stop anoying...
conclusion is..
no money = no life. =x
end.





don't work until forget to sleep.
Kenedy say.

Short Note.

23th Feb
went to work like usual. sense that my status not well.
after arrived home eat dinner play com and sleep.

24th Feb
unable to go work but Supervisor calling asking my status can hang on or not.
but i said i can. my mum send me to clinic before i went to work.
arrived clinic~ checked conclusion just like in my mind said.. FEVER,COUGH,FLU..
then head to work. Supervisor not in because he's out to take stock so i keep wait him till
he's back and i leave. i leave shop at 2pm which is my coworker send me home. and sleep whole nite. but unsuccessful..i unable sleep for whole night. body damn freaking HOT! trundle in my bed whole nite.

25th Feb
my status remain same.i in idle. serve customer without a confidence.
hopefully i can reach my hour and back home. then Sleep again...

26th Feb
my BIG day cause is my off day. Yeah! . Fever is gone. but Cough,Flu and Headache still in.
sigh... i want back to normal.! that's what i wish for NOW.
















Remember drink more water...
Kenedy said to Kent.