RAWX...

Take Action is better than talking/complaining.



凸=="凸

i'm frustrated.

From what i have done from the beginning till now.
i stop my path and look back.
everything's goes black and white.
=(

Present = Future

i written this sentence to myself.
'you aren't look for future, you are blinded by present.'
It's to remind myself don't waste a minutes while you doing something...


Until today... one of my friend asking me...
What's your next plan? Working or Studying?
i just explain to him... Everything....
Everyone also want to study... but... before we study there's a problem...
but i guess not everyone really know the problem...
Back to my story....
'My plan ar?
For present is looking for money lo...
Future confirm is Study la...
But House ECO depends on DAD's Land renting...
Sometime land renting also unable cover house Daily use...
Elder Brother's & two Younger Brother's study now...
Only Me & Elder Sister working... Supporting house...
well.. Just carry on..... step by step.... that's all i can do for now...'
After Listen my reply... he Comfort me... say...
"Don't let your guard down... the chances will come to you. "



#1
most people laugh at my picture....
because it's look like girls...
My respond to them is...
=="
i'm serious thinking about my future...














#2
This comment the most...
i also shocked after i snap it..















all right... that's all for today...




You can do it Kent.
Mr. Kenedy said.

Work for?

keep on repeat and repeat.
working till today...
i just know that i working for money.
from the year of my birth till now.
Even though you are in study or not studying...
all matter is talk about money.
in the period of birth, children, teenage, adult, granny and death...
the things that use to do exchange is... MONEY.
nah~ quit it... stop anoying...
conclusion is..
no money = no life. =x
end.





don't work until forget to sleep.
Kenedy say.

Short Note.

23th Feb
went to work like usual. sense that my status not well.
after arrived home eat dinner play com and sleep.

24th Feb
unable to go work but Supervisor calling asking my status can hang on or not.
but i said i can. my mum send me to clinic before i went to work.
arrived clinic~ checked conclusion just like in my mind said.. FEVER,COUGH,FLU..
then head to work. Supervisor not in because he's out to take stock so i keep wait him till
he's back and i leave. i leave shop at 2pm which is my coworker send me home. and sleep whole nite. but unsuccessful..i unable sleep for whole night. body damn freaking HOT! trundle in my bed whole nite.

25th Feb
my status remain same.i in idle. serve customer without a confidence.
hopefully i can reach my hour and back home. then Sleep again...

26th Feb
my BIG day cause is my off day. Yeah! . Fever is gone. but Cough,Flu and Headache still in.
sigh... i want back to normal.! that's what i wish for NOW.
















Remember drink more water...
Kenedy said to Kent.

1st time.

Off till 初三 then 初四开工...
==" time really goes without waiting..
i should make a time table... i think...
sigh... work like usual...
then till that night..
19th Febuary...
=="
my Gang plannig to go pub~
i just diam diam only...
just carry on~
the place we plan to go is RJ~
but... when we arrived that place..
what the? no light?
lol... we going to ask the guard...
and the guard say....
'sudah tutup lama lo~ hampir 2 bulan..'
our emo... O_O""老掉~
nvm~place to voodoo~
sigh... kinda blur... at there...
so many peoples...
and then we...
open 3 buckets...
==" Our BIG BRO~ Naked and dance..









ish~ i wont't recognize him as my friend on that moment..
really.... aikz... *sob...a bit regret..
i almost drink 1 and ½ bucket..
lol... but conclusion is... i'm drunked..
kinda blur when i'm on poor condition...
cannot tahan~ then call friend send me back home..
when arrived home.. Hui~ vomit directly... on road side..
==" i were think i can walk straight or not..
but.. i goes to this \ =="
and then.... my turns... vomit..
==" after change cloth... slept on floor..
till the next day..
holly SHIT~ headache... plus skin appear reddy...
but no choices.. i have to go work..
sigh...


but... might happy hanging out for the first time. =)


hahaXD...

Don't takes alcohol it's harmful to you...
Kenedy say.

you betray us.

we won't know that everything happen in present or past...
but never mind... we forgive on what you did to us...
come back to us we can have fun like last time...


Kent don't act impulse.
Kenedy say.